3:21 am

I wish I could wax some poetic or deeply meaningful stuff or something. Isn’t there a supposed link about 3am and artistic talent? Or something like that. This meme certainly alludes to it. But Nope, all I can think of is: It’s 3:21am. And I’ll be up the proverbial creek without a paddle in the…

Week 10: Sleep IS the best medicine

There’s a quote about the best medicine. Actually there are several quotes, The most often used is “Laughter is the best medicine.” And I do agree, laughter is awesome. It has definitely lightened my spirit on many an occassion. There are also other things considered to be the best medicine walking brisk walking sunlight a…

Sorry not sorry..

I have a xanax prescription but I try not to take more than my prescribed 1mg per day. However, if I have not slept a while and my xanax just got renewed, I admit to taking 1.5x or 2x the prescribed dose. As expected, it puts me to sleep for a good portion of the…

Learning to relax the body

As I continue in my quest to improve my sleep, I’ve been paying more attention to how I feel, to how my body feels. I started noticing just how tense I am, how tense I spend my days and how very tense I am at bed time. It’s no wonder I have such diffficulty sleeping…

Week 8: A hodgepodge of stuff!

This week was such a hodgepodge of stuff. I’ll just do a bullet list. I took a day off work to rest and rejuvenate. It was nice. I cleaned my desk at home My work schedule was moved twice in the 4 days that I worked this week. Work sucks. I’ve decided to start looking…

Week 7: I geek out on Black Panther

I’ll start with the bad this week. My lack of sleep hit a severe low, I had gone for 4-5 days on very little sleep. I was exhausted, mentally foggy, dragging, feeling hopeless..did I mention exhausted? I felt like I was literally losing my mind. So I am back on pretty strong prescription meds for…

A good day!

Today was my off day. I work Tuesday through Saturday. I spent the morning soaking in some rays. I started here: Then moved here: Though I had to share my space with the cat! Then here: I haven’t been sleeping too well and I’m hoping that getting more morning sunshine will help reset my body…

If I could just relax..and not worry about not sleeping

Sleep right now is as elusive as it has ever been. That’s probably not true but it sure feels that way right now. I was up most of last night and the night before with short spells of intermittent sleep with very vivid disturbing dreams. Towards morning today, I felt my body ease into a…

Week 6: It is what it is.

This is basically where I am sleepwise. But I’m sick and tired of talking about it. So on to other stuff this week. I made the mistake of entering my phone number on one of those ever increasing online forms and ended up spending several days fending off Quicken Loans. These guys are totally relentless….

February Wellness Goals

Bye Bye January. January was a bit of a mixed bag for me . It started with me battling a bad bout of bronchitis and then it got good and I started working out doing at least 20 minutes of TaeBo in the morning and sleeping better. I was very proud of myself. Then a…