Tickled pink!

So if I appear too thrilled after a mere two days of sound sleep, that’s because I have been to the other side and found it to be much too painful. So yeah, I admit it, I am more than tickled pink today. I am about to turn my music on, turn it up and celebrate!

3:41 am

I reached for the light, maybe for the 100th time, I don’t know, things are bleakest at this time.  Switched off the tv again. Reached for my book again. None were appealing to a hopeless sleep deprived mind. My limbs felt weak, I dragged myself to pee. My whole body hurt, tossing and turning is…

Question: What is sleep?

I just cannot figure out what’s going on with my sleep. It’s seriously messed up right now.